Woke up witha headache again this morning.
felt pretty blah for the most part, but still can't shake this irritable feeeling, and just don't want to be bothered, but still wish I had someone who truly cared for me and showed it. i know hubby hates me, and I am getting where I can't stand his forgetfulness, slobbliness, and total lack of respect for himself and others.
Maybe I just am supposed to be alone my the rest of my life. why can't anyone find joy anymore...so tired, so tired of feeling sick...so tired of feeling miserable. Widh i could just go home and be pampered for a while...
yeah...selfish, i know, just syaing that is how i'm feeling.
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